to be a drunk.

Man... some days are better than others- I guess I am just waiting for my life to start again.... so I can stop sulking in my past. I think that if I could be a drunk or a drug addict.. I'd really enjoy being able to take the easy way out of forgetting the mistakes I have made.... But instead--- I don't really like drugs, and I hate hang overs... so looks like I am stuck. dealing with shit like a regular adult.