St. Croix

I am suffering thru the grooling process of... waiting.

I have an interview via Skype for a stylist position at The Buccaneer Resort in St. Croix VI...

I am not sure if this is a smart move to take .. Everything has to be just right before I take that step and drag my husband out there...

*sigh*

Christmas. With the most wonderful inlaws a gal could ask for.

Across the frigid water lays a sleeping dragon dusted in the season's white dew.
In the morning, you see two, as the water dares not ripple, the mirrored image of God's master piece takes your breath away.
The sound of Christmas music fills the empty corners of the cozy home while the decorations across the house bring decades of memories with each passing step.
From ornaments from Germany to hand made table runners each piece has a story of it's origin.

I love this time of year. So much reflection and serenity.
I miss my family back home, and can remember the smell of Diane baking cookies or the look of the house when you pull up at night... Four feet of snow on the ground and lights from the living room reflecting across the yard...
It's Diane's favorite time of year. She spends all day finding a place for every item she has. All arranged accordingly... There may not be generations of memories at my home, but they're are generations to come with the memories she has made...

I wish I knew where some of the ornaments are that my brother and I grew up with... some of the memories from when Brian and I were little... but I am sure they are packed away in some box to be forgotten... just like many memories from that time....

I remember being so young and pulling out the Christmas tree from the attic while mom was at work, and having it all set up... One year, she worked at Bright World Candle and we had the prettiest Christmas tree on the whole block.. each layer of branches had it's own scene on it... w/ fake snow and people skating ...

I wonder what my children are going to remember....?

Until then, I will take in all the wonderful memories that we are making during this Christmas season....


Merry Christmas to you all... Where ever it may be--- that you all are....

facebook. cont.

it feel so great to be off fb for the last 3 days...
Just not havin' it there to constantly check.. it's a crazy addiction an I am sooo happy to not have it..
wonder how many days I can go with out it :o)

facebook.

I deactivated my account for a bit- gunna try an last a few days..
Just would like some time away from the computer-- and fb sometimes just takes of too much time...
Gotta get my Christmas shopping done, and maybe go for a run!
Lots of Love
-glo

frusterated.

Ever feel like you've made the wrong choice for work?

I was laying in bed last night and couldn't stop thinking, what if I don't want to do this for the rest of my life...

I wonder if I am just being ridiculous and blowing things out of proportion....

But what if this isn't what I want to do.. all that money for school, and I may just thro it all away??

Maybe I just have to find my niche...where I belong???

I hope this is just a temporary mood..