Headed To Afghan

I have very bad anxiety today… I am not sure what it is… Maybe it's because I can't stop thinking about Danny. Which, it turn.. makes me feel bad… because i end up talking to him.. and digging up all the memories, thoughts, and loneliness… I should just stay strong and keep burying it deep inside.. he doesn't need to hear it. just like I don't need to sit here and cry all day….

I need to get out of this country.. so i can leave everything behind… and maybe just become a memory to him… hopefully one that he thinks only of the good…