little bit of this.. little bit of that....

so- was going to write a blog on having children an why i am just not there.. then i found it directionless an boring. searching for a top to speak about... something that will bring insightful laughter an relatable memories.. but nope.. no motivation. I am sitting here with a clay masque on my face, hot rollers in my hair, Crest bleach strips on my teeth, an contemplating repainting the three nails that i smudged yesterday... chores must be done... laundry always to be washed an folded, an all the while Family Guy is distracting me.

July 19th I head to NC for training in the Marine Corps. I'm stoked. Stoked to feel like a belong again-- to train an lead Marines... I'm stoked to be miserable and fall out of formation runs... even tho I just ran a 1/2 marathon.. i sure as hell have a hard time doing any type of distance... in a timely manner.

my dad's brewery, Boatyard Brewing Co. is really taking off.. So happy for him.. just goes to show that you are not too old to start your dream. Too many of us find reasons to not pursue happiness, instead we stand by- comfortably miserable in life because routine is too hard to step off the beaten path...

what are my goals for when i turn 30.. 30 was a milestone, now I look at it as right around the corner.. my next bday will put me in my late 20's... I am not like other people.. i don't dread getting older.. I actually lie sometimes and tell people I am older then I am now.. just so they may take me more seriously. I am a screw off, clown, always looking' for a laugh.. but those people.. those kinds of people aren't ever taken seriously.. so .. maybe they will take a 29 y/o seriously.. haha .. But I have these goals in life. an I hope that where I plan to be at 30 really is where I will be... .. ya know.. i got nothing.... Cheers.

Gilligan