inventing...

I find myself in a daze of wanting to do things.. always.. something bigger- something brighter-- and something to occupy my over creative mind..

I use the word "over creative" loosely- bcuz I could think of a million things, but too lazy to follow thru with them..

I find myself on the etsy.com website thinking of all the cool things I could make or buy etc..

but the truth is, i'm too much like my damn mom- and won't follow thru with any brilliant idea I have..

so here i sit, frustrated and irritated w/ myself for being and "imagine-ator"

w/ no drive to make the next step..

what does it take for me to do something, anything- what will I have to do inorder to make the next step??

FUDGE!