Ever catch yourself sitting there.... maybe on the living room floor, watching your child crawl around-- and your zoned in on the one piece of carpet... at work typing an email ---an ur gazing out the window.... sitting in a waiting room--- and the grout between the tiles captivates your stare....
and you can't help but feel this overwhelming desire of something more??? something bigger???
Limits that are supposed to be pushed.. walls that you should break down....
You know there is more to what you are doing...
I'm not talking about regretting where you are.. I'm talking about taking the next step into what's going to scare you.. because what we are unfamiliar with... does just that--- scare us.
but is that not the scare that we are missing-- as we zone out with that pit of your stomach burning with desire??
is this something that will always happen to us? or is it something we should follow?
do we ignore it? or do we stand up and start running...
but run to what? just run till you find a challenge??
I feel like there is something more....
I don't even know what it is??
Is it more school?? (i hope not)
is it my spa that i want to build someday????
weight i want to loose?
a body i want to tone??
is it a desire to take charge of the areas that i feel are out of control? or the desire to start somthing that i never thought i would have the guts to do...
I don't know what it is today...
but i think i am going to focus on this feeling...
maybe it will lead me to my next adventure...
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