ever have those moments in your life when it's just you an your music....
and you play an album from back in the day..
for me.. Because I was talking to James Allen last night, so when i was thinking of a song to listen.. For me it's The Misfits -- if you know me, thats a no brainer--- for I haven't listened to Famous Monsters album in forever..
INSTANTLY.. my blood boils..! i close my eyes an im sitting in my old house on Wood St.... blaring dads stereo while he is at work-- learning all the words so i can sing along with my brother...
im 15 all over again... on top of the world.. before i got sucked into a mentally destructive relationship... i knew me.. i knew who i was... an i knew i LOVED this music...
but really-- i didnt have a clue who i was....
isnt it THAT that makes us... AWESOME!
i didnt know who i was till i was on my own.. traveling the world... wish i spent a little more time single in my life ( i have never been single before).. but then agian, that is me.. thats part of me..an its okay.. i love to love.. and i will love anyone... an i think thats okay.. who said i can only love one person.. who said i cant face plant the day i meet someone ...
i face planted over my husband... even tho i couldnt have him... it wasnt till months later i connected the dots an relized he was the single most amazing, loving, big hearted, perfect for me... man i'd ever meet..
anyway.. back to being amazing...
i feel amazing..
and DANGIT!! it's because i LOVE THE MISFITS....
AND THATS OKAY TOO!
this blog has no meaning...
but feeling amazing..
BECAUSE THE MISFITS ROCK!!!
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